hi people. i am so tierd. and to help w/ that i have a headache. and it hurts really bad. ive had it since 5th hour.

tommarrow is freaken finals. i am gonna fail my theatre arts and biology. for T.A i had a week to memorize 2 two page skits. and i cant do that it takes me a good two three weeks to memorize 1 play that is 2 pages long. and biology. oh god i am stupid at biology. all that crap is way over my head. it always has been since elemntry school. i have never got higher that a D in science ever. i get confused really bad. thats why i have a F in bio now b/c i bring it home and i try and try and i just confuse myself. or i think im doing it right and get used to it how im doing it and get the whole thing wrong. and so i just confuse myself.

anyways~

today was a pretty good day. i didnt get mad or depressed when i seen graham.. so i was doing good. and he was even hanging all over this gurl i cant stand named jordan and i still didnt get mad. so i did really good. i got depressed for like maybe 15 min's at most and then i was in a good mood. so im staight.

i miss my friend chase owoski. he is in some kind of boys school somewhere. so i miss him its been over a year since ive seen him. last oct.{2004} he ran away to alabama and he was there maybe 2 months then his stupid self came back and got himself caught. but ya know whatif i seen him i might get mad b/c the friday he left i made him promise that he wouldnt run and he did promise and he still left. and he took my lighter. i was really mad. b/c one thing i cant stand is when someone breakes a promise and steals from me. but i aont to mad at him. i loved him to deat. i really did. hes was one of my best friends and he talked to me about everything. and i loved that. and i knew he would
break his promise b/c he hated that group home. he was going crazy there. but it was also his fault that he was there. he got mad at his step-dad and held a knife at his step-dads neck. it was crazy. but its been a quick minute since ive seen him.
i would give anything to see him again.

welp gotta go.
love always~
amy